I turned 25 today!
Thanks to my new roomies I had quite an awesome night yesterday and the day passed in standing the subsequent repercussions of the party.
Now as the night has fallen in and I have sometime to think and write this blog - I again fall back to the very question I have been asking myself for sometime now. And now that I have crossed the 25 mark, it becomes all the more meaningful.
I have no idea as what to write here - there are so many things going in my mind now that I am LOST!
Where's my education leading me to?
Will I regret ever that I did not try to take up the line of research?
Or will I regret of not taking up the challenge I once set for myself - Did I fail myself and all the people who had faith in me?
What point in my personal life have I reached on?
Have I fulfilled any of my personal goals yet? And do I know what are the next ones slated for me?
And believe me, there's many more .....
I guess I am in no more control of my surrounding and I am just flowing through the river of life as others around me. I have finally become one with the floating mass. Is that what I wanted? I know I can never be same as them - its just an illusion which I might wish to have. Still, even in my dreams, I had thought of something better. True Life is something different; failing even in your dreams is scary.
Is this the end of the road - Or a new beginning? Where's the light?? I expect the big bang to happen soon.
Amen.
